Spring break came and went. There isn't too much to say about it, I worked about forty hours and house-sat, waking up every day at 6:30, except on Saturday and Sunday, which I was up by 8. I luckily had some time to cram in my cooking, around work and playing chauffeur to my teenage "charge." I didn't have much time to spend with friends until last night.
Saturday, I will have to admit, was somewhat of a letdown. Someone threw me off-guard and disappointed me at the same time. The fact that it was a surprise made the day turn gray, and admittedly, there were some actions made that I kind of regret, but I can't take it back now, just have to move on.
The most irritating thing about mood change for the worse is when trying to do activities that normally would bring joy, and they don't, but rather give the opposite effect since there is the realization that this just isn't doing what you need it to do. For example, watching stand-up specials. Before the mood change, I was on the floor rolling with laughter; After, I couldn't crack a smile.
Today made for an improvement, there was some moping around and lethargy for a few hours, and then the kitchen called out to me, and I answered, making a beautiful tart and eating some tasty food aside from that.
There will be a change of tone in the next few posts soon, don't you worry. Also, a little bit less of a mopey rant, and maybe more philosophical contemplations!
-K
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